{"id":3040,"date":"2025-10-27T10:49:45","date_gmt":"2025-10-27T14:49:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/2025\/10\/27\/reflection-158\/"},"modified":"2025-10-27T10:49:46","modified_gmt":"2025-10-27T14:49:46","slug":"reflection-158","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/2025\/10\/27\/reflection-158\/","title":{"rendered":"Reflection"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the nude section of the 5th floor gallery, a piece titled &#8220;My Friend Will Be Me&#8221; by Sasha Gordon stands out boldly from the rest. It shows a persona of the artist, a woman with otherworldly purple skin with a big smile, in the middle of painting a nude study of herself, which had a much more realistic and gentler color palette than the persona. Gordon&#8217;s intent, as said through the description of the artwork, was grappling with her Polish-Jewish and Korean-American identity. In the picture being drawn by her persona, she is painting over the yellow base of the picture with a white paintbrush. While I do not share the same experience as Gordon regarding this idea of race, I relate to the feeling of painting yourself in a different way than you really are. That indigo skin reminds me of how disconnected I felt from anyone else in early high school, so instead of trying to socialize more, I dove deeper into my digital art. In this art, I&#8217;d represent myself in different characters, but if I drew myself, I often changed physical traits of mine that I didn&#8217;t like to something else I thought made me &#8220;prettier&#8221;. It&#8217;s a tradeoff of creating an identity through art, while also losing some of yourself  as well.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the nude section of the 5th floor gallery, a piece titled &#8220;My Friend Will Be Me&#8221; by Sasha Gordon stands out boldly from the rest. It shows a persona of the artist, a woman with otherworldly purple skin with a big smile, in the middle of painting a nude study of herself, which had [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":3041,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"portfolio_post_id":0,"portfolio_citation":"","portfolio_annotation":"","openlab_post_visibility":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[10,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3040","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-10","category-reflections"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3040","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3040"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3040\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3042,"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3040\/revisions\/3042"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3041"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3040"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3040"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/openlab.macaulay.cuny.edu\/natm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3040"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}